| Location | Wandsworth South West London |
| Age | 11 months |
| Cause of Death | Meningitis |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/1986 |
| Date of Death | 03/03/1987 |
| Visitors | 886 since 24/12/2008 |
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I am Nicola's sister
hey beautiful xxxxx
Sis just wanted to write you a message i know that i havent wrote to you for a while and i am sorry its not often that i get to get on the computer i dont have one and dont really go on the net only when im down at mumms boyfriends, everyone is doin well im movin this Sunday me dan n the baby to a different borough feels weird because ive always lived in my borough since i was a kid and its all ive ever known really so its a big change for me but i got a nice new place finally a two bedroom im so looking forward to having my own bedroom and kian getting to have his own bedroom, and just a fresh start.
Your nephew is getting big as you can probably see for yourself his cheekyness and attitude lol his talks alot now mostly copies what you say lol but you can have a conversation with him and his got his own personality i cant believe how big his getting and how his just changing everyday and doing new things. Your brothers are both well and doing ok for themselves i dont see them as often as i wished i did but when i do its nice and like old times being back at home sometimes lol, love it wen we r all together wish thats how it could be all the time. Mumm is good im staying with her tonight down at her boyfriends, its been a yr to the day on the 17th of this month that our grandma passed away its gone so quick still cant believe thats she has gone, its weird you know because me and mumm see her often during the year but i never thought or missed her as much as what i do now she was so special to me and i loved her so much ive never really lost anyone close to me but she was so special to me, we are going to the cemetry to lay flowers tomorrow so we will see you there and pop by to say hello and share a moment with you.
I really wish you was here and that we could have a chat and do things sisters do, i know one day that we can do all the things that we have missed out on doing and me and you and mumm can dance and laugh together you can share what me and mumm share your never not thought off babe.....
I passed my theory back in june so now i just got to do my driving lessons and then hopefully i will be on the road the only problem that i got with driving though is that the borough that i just moved too wont let me have a permit for my car because i have never lived in the borough and they wont give me one or even consider it unless i got over three kids pathetic isnt is but i want to drive in life i want to for myself and just so it can be mine that i achieved and done for myself. I will do it i want it bad enough.
Well i do hope your ok and that your friends and family are looking after you hugs and kisses always in all our thoughts thinkin of u love your lil sis candina xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey big sis.....
Hey hunni,
hope your ok and been busy playing with your friends and playing on the horses i like to think that you are, im sorry i havent wrote to you in a while i havent had a chance to get to the computer your lil nephew is a right handful lol i love him so much he keeps me on my toes, his getting so big and his starting to stand on his own now its wonderful he walked to me yesterday it brought tears to my eyes his grown up so quick in so lil time cant believe his going to be 1 next month still feels like i had him just yesterday! and no sis i dont want nomore for a good few years yet lol i just wana enjoy me lil bundle.
You been up2 much? i walked to mumms from my house the other day and back lol! mad i know took me hour there and hour back i had to go round do some washing im round there today mumm is out in the garden pushing kian around in his pram his tired bless him and she is just tidying up the garden she is always tidying up as you would know lol shame me and the boys aint like her in that way lol well i am i got me own responsibilities now cleaning up after dan and the baby lol i could help her more though! Mumm is ok dont worry i know we are all worried about this hand operation she will have to have but all we can do is hope and pray for the best make sure your there to be there for her because she wont let me go or anyone else i can understand why but i would like to have been there i know your always beside her hun always im glad someone is :) aswell as her boyfriend Jason his a great guy he treats her kind and right his got a good heart im presuming that you've already made sure of that for her lol! she is happy and in love aint never seen her like it not even with dad. Its lovely to see she deserves so much in life she a fantastic mumm aswell as friend and girlfriend.
Me and dan are good we might be going clacton next saturday and staying down there till sunday just makes a change a different scenery mumm is having kian friday till sunday i cant believe im going to be 22 next week :( i hate getting older lol! still wana be in my teens, Happy 24th birthday to u for the 9th sorry its late but like i said i aint been able to get on the net i lit a candle for u though babe. The boys are ok they been lil pain in the bums but there ok its normal for brothers to get on ur nerves just wish they would help mumm more and realise just how much she does for us and appreciate it mumm aint always going to do it they willl soon have to do in life by themselves when they get their own places and stuff even tho i know that wont be for a while lol!
Anyway hope family and friends are ok and you all stay close :D tell everyone i said hello me and kian and mumm and send our love xx thanks sis.
I dont know what im upto today its nice out but still bit chilly kian is asleep now and mumm is cooking breakfast singing que sera sera i love her singing to me especially when im ill she has such a soft voice and its so calming.
Well im sorry to cut it short but i have to eat me breakfast and go put a face on lol and go shop for mumm u take care darling and i'll talk to you soon i wont leave it as long as last time angel take care love hugs and kisses love u lots kisses from kian and hugs to his beautiful auntie so special and thought of often xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 831 always xxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey there angel.....
hey sis hope ur ok im sorry i havent been on for a while but ur lil nephew keeps me on my toes lol, kian is 5 months n 3 wks this wk my god its gone so quick from one minute bein in labour 2 now bein a mum i do love it tho, ive adapted well.
You been up2 much? mumm has a b.f she has been with him for 3 months now they r such a cute couple she is happy n thats all that matters she isnt home much enjoyin her time to much there so she should too his a nice guy dont worry i know mumm will be fine with him they really like eachother.
Me n dan r gd adaptin well to bein parents he isnt workin atm but thats not his fault its cos of the recession dammit im hopin to go bak to work mayb nxt yr i need the money n i need to be drivin this bloody hassle with the prams on the buses n i aint a very patient person as u already know lol, i been southend few times had our lil cous's leavi n billy ova took them out for the dayn just been havin get togethers really like on wkds.
I miss u, i do often think about u n tell kian he has an aunty n that no1 will eva take ur place eva!!!
His is a big boy 18Ib 1oz he weighs now lol his got a funny character already, i love him so much he well looks like his dad u can sometimes c him in me tho lol! his got me chubbyness lol!
Well im sorry this is on a quick hello but his due his feed now n is wingin so gtg babe but i promise i will write again soon ok? love u millions more then ur eva tho take care n av fun everyday :D tlk 2 u soon 831 sis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
nicola
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nicola
Dear God,
Please love my Angels that dwell with you above,
Please hug them for me tightly with your precious, tender love,
Dear God,
Please sing them lullabys as they lay down to sleep,
Please comfort them and just be there if they should ever weep.
Please let them know I love them all and wish I understood
The reason they're in Heaven, please tell them to be good.
Are fluffy clouds their pillows, to lay their heads at night?
And do the stars just twinkle to give them little light?
Will you watch them all so carefully and always hold their hand?
And answer all the questions that a child can't understand?
Do you tell them all about me, do they know just who I am?
Are they with my caring family, my grandpa and grandmam?
God,
do you ever pick them up and sit them on your knee?
And rock them oh so gently if they ever cry for me?
God,
do they play with children's toys in Heaven up above?
And have they met your precious son that died for us in love?
I have so many questions Lord, I want to understand
Just why my little Angels are up there, was their life planned?
I dwell down here and feel like we're a thousand miles apart,
Please help me God, please hear my plea,
Just mend this broken heart!
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nicola
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NIGHT NIGHT SWEETHEART,SWEET DREAMS XXXX
nicola
YOUR FLOWERS ON YOUR RESTING PLACE.
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I went to your resting place just the other day
I wanted to talk to you for I had so much to say
I sat beside your grave with tears down my face
I don't know why I cried for your In a better place
I wiped my tears with my hand..
As I thought of you In a better land
I put some flowers on your grave..
And thought of you In heaven so brave
I love and miss you with all my heart
I always have right from the start
Your flowers were so beautiful with a spray of white and gold
Oh how I wish I could take the flowers back to the florist
For It Is you my sweet angel that I want to love and hold.
So for now my love I shall say Goodbye..
As I wipe the last tear from my eye
I shall come back to your resting place In another week
For I am so sad my sweet angel and I cannot speak
I know you would not want me to cry and be so sad
As I know your safe In heaven above..
And for that I am so Glad.
FRIEND
SOMEONE WHO CARES
As The Sun Came Up This Morning
I Watched You There Below
Your Hearts Seemed Oh So Heavy
But There’s Something You Should Know
I’m Not Gone So Don’t Worry
I’m Just A Step Ahead
And I’m With You Every Single Day
As You Rise Up From Your Bed
I Am The Sun That Warms You
I Am The Moon’s Soft Glow
I Am The Stars That Twinkle
And Light Your Path Below
So When At Times You Miss Me
Just Look For Me I’m There
For You Cannot Hide My Spirit
It Is With You Everywhere.
nicola
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you rest,
For an Angel we love and
can never forget... x
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Love to a special angel.X
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FRIEND
in the silence of our minds,where no one else can see your smile,your voice,your memory,are kept tenderly.these beautiful memories,we have of you,a lovely person with a heart gold,one the best the world could hold.those we love dont go away there OUR DARLIN SON
in the silence of our minds,where no one else can see your smile,your voice,your memory,are kept tenderly.these beautiful memories,we have of you,a lovely person with a heart gold,one the best the world could hold.those we love dont go away there with us always day by day,unseen,unheard but always near.still loved.still missed and very dear.lord let all our angels here song of a mother.son .daughter sister,brother no matter wat angel we lost ud never be replaced by another 4ever in our broken hearts,rest in peace our loved ones.
with us always day by day,unseen,unheard but always near.still loved.still missed and very dear.lord let all our angels here song of a mother.son .daughter sister,brother no matter wat angel we lost ud never be replaced by another 4ever in our broken hearts,rest in peace ou
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